Friday, August 31, 2007
Thursday, August 30, 2007
update!update!
i am currently in new jersey. all of my stuff is stuffed into my friend lizah's childhood room.
the move out was stressful but successful. :) i hyperventilated for the first time in my life last night... and tomorrow i see what looks like a beautiful apartment right on the border of washington heights and inwood. but watch, it will be a weird guy or he's really renting out his living room. new york craigslist isn't the best thing ever.
tell you all about it tomorrow :D night night.
the move out was stressful but successful. :) i hyperventilated for the first time in my life last night... and tomorrow i see what looks like a beautiful apartment right on the border of washington heights and inwood. but watch, it will be a weird guy or he's really renting out his living room. new york craigslist isn't the best thing ever.
tell you all about it tomorrow :D night night.
Sunday, August 26, 2007
fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck
that's what i like to say as i bang my head against the wall. the housing search has yet to go well. have to be out by the end of the week and i have no idea where i'm going to live. well, that's not exactly true. i have the opportunity to say at ash's place for september if it comes down to it but the idea of having to move twice is not so nice... plus, that would be five flights of stairs each time. boo.
suppose to see a place tomorrow night, but the guy hasn't confirmed the address with me. guess i'll give him a call tomorrow. craigslist can be so sketchy.
i wish i didn't have limitations on my funds.. then i could just get a studio somewhere and not have to worry about mixing well with potential housemates or have to worry about them liking me enough in the five minutes they meet me to want to live with me.
when i heard a no from the last place, which was huge and beautiful and cheap, i called my mother all down in the face. she then proceeds in her buddhist wisdom to tell me that these rejections are not rejections. instead they are guidance along my path. i was not meant to live in those places and they are allowing me to find the place that i am meant to be. she then wanted me to visualize the type of place i want.
i love my mother. and her advice is swallowable. but she sounds like i want to roll my eyes.
so anyway, that's my update. no movement. a whole lot of stress eating and a mothers wise wisdom.
that's what i like to say as i bang my head against the wall. the housing search has yet to go well. have to be out by the end of the week and i have no idea where i'm going to live. well, that's not exactly true. i have the opportunity to say at ash's place for september if it comes down to it but the idea of having to move twice is not so nice... plus, that would be five flights of stairs each time. boo.
suppose to see a place tomorrow night, but the guy hasn't confirmed the address with me. guess i'll give him a call tomorrow. craigslist can be so sketchy.
i wish i didn't have limitations on my funds.. then i could just get a studio somewhere and not have to worry about mixing well with potential housemates or have to worry about them liking me enough in the five minutes they meet me to want to live with me.
when i heard a no from the last place, which was huge and beautiful and cheap, i called my mother all down in the face. she then proceeds in her buddhist wisdom to tell me that these rejections are not rejections. instead they are guidance along my path. i was not meant to live in those places and they are allowing me to find the place that i am meant to be. she then wanted me to visualize the type of place i want.
i love my mother. and her advice is swallowable. but she sounds like i want to roll my eyes.
so anyway, that's my update. no movement. a whole lot of stress eating and a mothers wise wisdom.
Monday, August 13, 2007
haven't much felt like posting. it's this cycle of not wanting to post, feeling guilty for not posting, and then posting lame ass stuff because you have no inspiration for good stuff.
i have a huge backlog of photos that need to be uploaded to google and that just ain't happening anytime soon. this little laptop of mine is driving me crazy and i covet the new imac like crazy. but even if i could afford to breath near the apple store i still wouldn't want to get it until october when leopard comes out. i mean, who's going to buy anything now when the updated operating system (which looks so cool) is just about here.
and the housing search isn't going particularly well. i looked at some places, and one was amazing and huge and bright and clean. they gave the room to a friend and i swear, every other apartment i've looked at is dark, dingy and dirty.
ash's roommate christina wants me to move in there. share a room with ash. which i could do, we might even not kill each other but the roommate drama at that apartment is kind of crazy and the kitchen space is super limited and there's an electric range. i mean, who can live with an electric range. the biggest selling point is no deposit. i could just move in. and this would be great because i is poor. i am just pulling myself out of the hole i was in and this whole moving thing doesn't help anything.
what i need to do is get a weekend job. or some sort of events thing. or freelance. what i need are some marketable skills. and let's be honest, this pretty face isn't going to get me anywhere. especially since it gets fatter by the day.
yeah, i need to work on that too.
seeing more rooms this week. ash and her roommates talk about the idea of me moving in tomorrow. and if they say yes then i'll do that. i mean, no deposit is no deposit.
i have a huge backlog of photos that need to be uploaded to google and that just ain't happening anytime soon. this little laptop of mine is driving me crazy and i covet the new imac like crazy. but even if i could afford to breath near the apple store i still wouldn't want to get it until october when leopard comes out. i mean, who's going to buy anything now when the updated operating system (which looks so cool) is just about here.
and the housing search isn't going particularly well. i looked at some places, and one was amazing and huge and bright and clean. they gave the room to a friend and i swear, every other apartment i've looked at is dark, dingy and dirty.
ash's roommate christina wants me to move in there. share a room with ash. which i could do, we might even not kill each other but the roommate drama at that apartment is kind of crazy and the kitchen space is super limited and there's an electric range. i mean, who can live with an electric range. the biggest selling point is no deposit. i could just move in. and this would be great because i is poor. i am just pulling myself out of the hole i was in and this whole moving thing doesn't help anything.
what i need to do is get a weekend job. or some sort of events thing. or freelance. what i need are some marketable skills. and let's be honest, this pretty face isn't going to get me anywhere. especially since it gets fatter by the day.
yeah, i need to work on that too.
seeing more rooms this week. ash and her roommates talk about the idea of me moving in tomorrow. and if they say yes then i'll do that. i mean, no deposit is no deposit.
Friday, August 03, 2007
the big search
the big search will be followed, hopefully, by the big move. i'm looking for a new place to live, something closer to work. something in the ghetto.
i'll update after i see some apartment this weekend.
i'll update after i see some apartment this weekend.
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