screw it, already i'm tired of writing about what types of foods at what times and how much. keeping track is such crap. but i am a big girl. bigger than i've been. i'd like my clothes to fit. new plan, one: drink more water; two: don't eat after 7pm; three: make dinner a small meal. ok, how hard can three steps be? and i'll do this every day until i leave for chicago. which is sept 2. that's only 10 days.

4pm

serving and a half of big cheez-its

12pm

half cup of plain nonfat yogurt
overflowing spoonful of blackberry jam
water

today is going to be a horrible day. everything will go wrong.

i woke up late, banged a hole type thing in the dashboard with the stupid club, and when i finally made it to work i slammed my finger hard. i am already giving up on today. i was going to have oatmeal for breakfast. i was going to have breakfast! but instead i have to do the bullshit of waking up late and having a boss who cares about timeliness.

but the funny thing is, i show up for work 30 minutes late and no one from my department is here. mind you, there are only three of us but i was the first to arrive. ha! it's 8:41am and i'm already thinking about what i want for lunch. will i just have yogurt again? will my stomach just role over and say okay? man, and i left my water bottle in the car. fuck.

day one

plain yogurt with blackberry jam
small cookie
100cal ritz crackers
slice of pizza
half berry danish
veggie sandwich
candy bar
popcorn
water